or at least my first post over here at wordpress.com . I used to have a blog over at xanga, but I gave that up a few months ago when I temporarily lost intrest in blogging.

Welcome. I’m glad you’re here. Lately, i feel as if my life has been somewhat of a “ghost dream”, hence the name of my new weblog. And yes, I am a Lacuna Coil fan. Not my favorite band, but one of my favorite bands. It’ll be more of a personal diary than anything, but yet I still wanted it to be open to the public, so if you read my blog, then expect some of the personal issues put forth to be rather vague….

Anyways, I should be getting some sleep. I’m feeling rather tired, and I have an appointment with a doctor/psychologist in a few hours to get myself checked out. Lately, some things have been going on that have been surprising me, and i really don’t know what is happening, or what. I was diagnosed with adhd and tourette’s earlier in my life, but yet this feels different. And it’s been really hard for me to find work, too… I’ve been unemployed since July, and I’m past the end of my rope because i just want to be able to provide for myself and not have to rely on the kindness of others for everything..

I’m only going to this doctor tomorrow, because a friend of mine whom I value greatly that I know from a Christian Campus Fellowship recommended I check out a program called “Voc Rehab”, and somehow though inquiring about that, I got set up with this appointment, even though this isn’t exactly for voc rehab. This is county health, or something or other– my appointment with voc rehab is still a few weeks away.

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