speaking of confessions, my dad came to town again on Tuesday. Pretty much fucked up my whole day… My sister told him her recital was on Tuesday, so he came over, as did our uncle… Larry, or Larrcifer, as we like to refer to him… He behaved himself, but some of the signs and things I read in between the lines gave me the impression that he really hasn’t changed…especially his controlling tendicies. I wanted to tell him to go fuck himself at one point, but I didn’t. I didn’t want to be with him and my mom at the same time at all… but i wasn’t about to leave her alone with him since she bashed her leg in a few days ago…
note: my parents divorced over 2 1/2 years ago, and I have not been together with both of them at the same time since May of 2005 until just this week… And I was trying to keep that going. Because prior experiences I always had is that one on one they would behave… and i could deal. But put them together, and one would attack the other. And I just did not like that situation…
I don’t like him. But I don’t hate him either. If he’s still fucked up, I wish it would just come out in the open (again)
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